Bellavista
In anticipation for Bellavista, I was
worried to go. Because I have a heart condition, it is hard for me to walk
steep hills. I have to take a lot of breaks and have to make sure not to
over-work myself. I was worried that I was going to bring the group down if I was
walking too slowly. I also was worried about being able to get up the
waterfall. I wouldn’t call myself athletic—and I know a lot of the people in
our class are—so, I was hoping that I wouldn’t hold the group back. I doubt myself
a lot. Being able to accomplish the hike and go into the waterfall felt so
good. It was as if I fulfilled something inside of me. It was a huge challenge
for me to hike back up, but knowing that I had people to turn to made me feel
good. I achieved something that I didn’t think I could do—and that felt
amazing. I would say that this trip helped me to believe in myself more. I shouldn’t
doubt myself because this could hold me back. I was able to tell myself that I
could do it.
I used to think that as long as I knew
the language of a culture, I would be able to communicate with people. I have
learned the importance of all aspects of culture. Language isn’t the most
important thing. It does help one communicate more efficiently, but it isn’t the
only way to communicate. I have learned by listening and using gestures. I have
looked to people’s smiles and have discovered the universal facial expressions.
I can communicate so much better now that I have been here surrounded by the
language and culture. I have taken Spanish classes before, but they haven’t focused
on the speaking component. Here, I am forced to talk in their language in order
to communicate. I think that my teacher has really helped my learning. Also,
being with my host family has helped. I have been understanding more of what my
host mom is saying and am able to respond more than I have ever before. I hope
to become more confident with speaking Spanish this week. I feel like I have
developed my listening skills, but I would like to get better at speaking it. I
would also like to expand my vocabulary. I feel like I respond to my host
parents with the same answers all the time. I want to be able to tell them more
about myself and let them understand more of who I am. I like listening to
them, but I would love if I could tell them more about myself and where I come
from.
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